A Letter to My Heart

Dear Heart,

Please don't lead me astray. See almost 3 weeks I met a man who absolutely took me away. He conquered my mind, danced with my soul. He's touched me in places I treasure more than gold. I told myself I'd never love like this again.

I was writing a letter to my heart but I need invisible ink.I have so much to say, yet clueless in where to start. People can't read this most would consider me weak.
I will say thank you for my pains cos without enduring them I wouldn't fully appreciate my joys. Thank you for the tears I've cried, they remind me how good it feels when I show off my smile. Thank you heart for showing me the way. But now my mind is taking over, I need for you, "my heart" to take its original place..My heart makes me weak, but my mind keeps me strong. 

 As of lately my mind’s not as strong. I feel like I’m drowning in my own tears. What I can’t see won’t affect me. So I will keep myself busy, dancing, reading, exercising; doing crossword puzzles. Because I can’t hurt me and I refuse to let anything or one to do it. I’ve caused myself the worse pain bearable. To be in love and hold everything deep down is killing me slowly.